Today’s Failed Experiment

Well, today’s diet experiment didn’t come out very well. Had brussels sprouts around midday when i got hungry. Wasn’t hungry before then. then around 3 wanted a mocha, so got that. Felt full and didn’t eat anything else.

By the time I got home at 7ish, I was hungry. Went about cooking something (cabbage, whole wheat couscous, some beef stock). Suddenly I was so dizzy I thought I was going to fall down or pass out. I haven’t been that dizzy in a very, very long time, and certainly not on the very first day of a diet. I don’t know what happened. And at that point, I gave up again and ate several things that I shouldn’t have.

Why can’t I figure out a diet that I can actually manage to succeed at? Why can’t I get my head to do things properly? I hate being such a failure :(