spent much time reformatting my old vita. came to realize that it hasn’t been updated since 2002 or so. somehow revisions just slipped away as i began having depression problems. as i look at the piece now, i really wonder…
Category: Personal Journal
despite the fact that i have had some horrible gastrointestinal ailment for the last 36 hours, got all the technotes pulled over, so that they’re part of the site and match. I just hope people still visit the real technotes…
spent all day yesterday and all this evening working on revising the formatting and layout so that things match. tengrrl.com looks like one site again—or maybe for the first time. added search too. course the site needs crawled again before…
well, i failed. april’s come and gone, and i failed to write. i didn’t even notice. what does it mean that a month passes and i don’t even see it?
I’m close to failing on my New Year’s resolution. Thank goodness I remembered before next week and was able to pull this entry off.
today’s most excellent news: early closing because of weather! so it’s slippery and slidey and i can’t really do much other than drive home where i sit and do the work that i would have done in the office, but…
sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep that lasts forever. or at least from 6 pm till 8 am. sleep. how could i sleep so long? it’s like i just gave out yesterday afternoon. i left work early, went home, took off my…
monday night, i forgot to blow out the candles in the front room. while i was sleeping, they were burning and burning, steadily on. when i got up tuesday and found them, i panicked thinking of that time that i…
it can be so quiet that i wonder if there are any sounds at all. so still. so silent. and if i see, hear, touch, taste, smell no one and no one me, am i the tree in the forest?…
last night, in the movie, she said, “i gave up on this a long time ago” and suddenly i wondered what i’d been thinking and everything every possible thing fell a p a r t