{"id":85,"date":"2005-04-05T21:58:00","date_gmt":"2005-04-06T04:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/?p=85"},"modified":"2005-04-05T21:58:00","modified_gmt":"2005-04-06T04:58:00","slug":"85","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/2005\/04\/05\/85\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Okay, this feels like a crazy question that has an obvious answer. My problem is that I can&rsquo;t decide whether the obvious answer is yes or no. Can a writer&#8217;s voice and style change in a matter of a few months, almost a year?<\/p>\n<p>Maybe it&#8217;s not that the voice has changed, but that I&rsquo;ve finally found it. I reread something that I wrote in June or July. It&rsquo;s been sitting in its folder ever since. I just haven&rsquo;t had the chance or the energy to write. But I pulled it out, and I felt almost compelled to grab a pen and mark out huge sections&#151;sections that felt like a fake attempt at sounding like I knew what I was doing. It read to me like a sort of unnatural pasting together of varying sources.<\/p>\n<p>I read it, and I suddenly knew that that wasn&#8217;t my voice. My voice is different now. Much more straightforward, stronger. It feels very odd, and odder still that I don&rsquo;t know whether my voice changed&#151;or maybe I had it all along and I just never heard it. Whatever the answer, maybe <i>now<\/i> I can get that manuscript written.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okay, this feels like a crazy question that has an obvious answer. My problem is that I can&rsquo;t decide whether the obvious answer is yes or no. Can a writer&#8217;s voice and style change in a matter of a few months, almost a year? Maybe it&#8217;s not that the voice has changed, but that I&rsquo;ve [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-journal"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sqzI8-85","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=85"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=85"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=85"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=85"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}