{"id":597,"date":"2006-04-17T21:16:00","date_gmt":"2006-04-18T04:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/?p=597"},"modified":"2006-04-17T21:16:00","modified_gmt":"2006-04-18T04:16:00","slug":"597","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/2006\/04\/17\/597\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today was another day. I still don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m going to do about Lubbock, but I do know that I need to figure it out. I just feel so brainless. I want all the wrong things, and they&#8217;re not even things that I have a chance of getting; but I guess that isn&#8217;t really getting us anywhere.<\/p>\n<p>I thought about trying to guess out what my requirements were for Lubbock. Maybe that would be more helpful than that list of to-do&#8217;s that I created. <\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>must have a\/c or will die\n<li>need to have cold water and\/or the CF diet soda (ice chest? frig? something)\n<li>must have a bed that I can pile up properly so that I don&#8217;t cough all night\n<\/ul>\n<p>I guess those are the most important things really. The rest is mostly things that I would like. The sticking points are money and location. The dorm is probably closer to the folks I would want to see, and it&#8217;s cheaper. But the dorm is least likely to fit those three needs. I don&#8217;t know what to do. I know that I will need more hotel rooms, since it&#8217;s a 2-day drive each way. I know that it&#8217;s pricey when you add up all the money. And I left out the privacy issues. Communal showers are not my thing. Really they&#8217;re fairly impossible for me given how much I hate myself.<\/p>\n<p>Everything that I really need points to the hotel. The things that I want point to the dorm. Hell. <\/p>\n<p>I should just give up. I&#8217;m useless at conferences anyway. stupid me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today was another day. I still don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m going to do about Lubbock, but I do know that I need to figure it out. I just feel so brainless. I want all the wrong things, and they&#8217;re not even things that I have a chance of getting; but I guess that isn&#8217;t really [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-597","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-journal"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sqzI8-597","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/597","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=597"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/597\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=597"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=597"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=597"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}