{"id":53,"date":"2004-05-20T22:56:00","date_gmt":"2004-05-21T05:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/?p=53"},"modified":"2004-05-20T22:56:00","modified_gmt":"2004-05-21T05:56:00","slug":"53","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/2004\/05\/20\/53\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>so I&#8217;ve been spending days trying to figure out how i write. i know that sounds insane, but the thing is that i&#8217;m trying to figure out what i do with all these resources and references sitting around&#151;do i have to carry all these books from place to place? do i photocopy the pertinent pages and carry those around? do i scan the pages? do i write out notes? what do i do? <\/p>\n<p>somehow, inexplicably, stupidly, i can&#8217;t remember how i write anything that doesn&#8217;t just spring from my own whimsy. how did i forget how to write?  when i wrote my thesis and papers and such many eons ago, i used notecards. i still have all my notecards ordered and banded together in card boxes. i wrote things out from the books in longhand on the cards. and i remember in some situations i typed the quotations or photocopied them and then taped them onto notecards. then i&#8217;d take the note card and arrange them in piles, based on whatever it was they supported or helped with.  all that was for secondary stuff i think. i think that the poems or plays or novels that i was working with i just carried with me. i&#8217;m a big-time annotater. lots of notes in the book and lists of page numbers on the covers and endpages. <\/p>\n<p>so i&#8217;ve been thinking am i supposed to do <i>that<\/i>? do i copy everything out on notecards? surely that&#8217;s insane. first it&#8217;s a waste of time cuz everything would need typed eventually, and second, my carpal tunnel would never allow it. i have endnote. i could try to type it all in there, but it doesn&#8217;t really seem suited to typing in notes. maybe annotation, but not extensive quotations. i&#8217;ve thought about creating a database and typing all my notes in there. creating my own online database. is that really how to do this? i keep wondering too if i can trust my notes. i mean will i catch everything or will i still need to carry all these books around to write.<\/p>\n<p>i feel like i don&#8217;t even know how to write anymore and i don&#8217;t know when i forgot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so I&#8217;ve been spending days trying to figure out how i write. i know that sounds insane, but the thing is that i&#8217;m trying to figure out what i do with all these resources and references sitting around&#151;do i have to carry all these books from place to place? do i photocopy the pertinent pages [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-journal"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sqzI8-53","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}