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I’ve spent the day doing laundry, baking one more kind of cookies, running errands, trying to assemble all my junk for the trip (and catching up on the blog). I still feel like a train wreck. I don’t know why I can’t do things smoothly or why I can’t just be coordinated. Instead, I’m a wandering moron. I’m just tossing things in willy-nilly. No planning. I don’t even know if I have the stuff that I need any more. I don’t really know what it is that I do need. I did manage to fill up the gas tank and stop the mail. At least I have accomplished that much. Not that anyone is really rejoicing over such minor accomplishments. I hate myself. I’m never able to do things right.<\/p>\n

In my procrastination, I fiddled with the iTunes Signature Maker. It was set to create the sig with the songs that were played most often. I created a new sig for today that is based on the songs played most recently—which turn out to be all Christmas songs. I guess I have to get back to figuring out my life now…<\/p>\n

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