{"id":177,"date":"2005-07-17T13:00:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-17T20:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/?p=177"},"modified":"2005-07-17T13:00:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-17T20:00:00","slug":"177","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/2005\/07\/17\/177\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wish I knew how to just quit, to give up on this garbage that I&#8217;m supposedly writing. But there&#8217;s really no way out. I just have to keep rambling in burbling prose. Prose that blows. I apparently can&#8217;t even explain my ideas informally. And no one really wants to read this circular mess anyway. Reading to barf would result. I want to dump the entire draft.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wish I knew how to just quit, to give up on this garbage that I&#8217;m supposedly writing. But there&#8217;s really no way out. I just have to keep rambling in burbling prose. Prose that blows. I apparently can&#8217;t even explain my ideas informally. And no one really wants to read this circular mess anyway. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-177","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-journal"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sqzI8-177","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=177"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=177"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=177"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tengrrl.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=177"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}