I've loaded most of my stuff into the car. Just the laptop and various things that I'll need in the morning before I go. Now I just have to manage to get out of bed early enough that I get home before 2 AM. I'm not very good at leaving early enough on these driving trips of mine.
In some ways I'm not ready to go yet either. I haven't looked for the date, though I feel pretty sure that it has to be 2002. I haven't gotten anything ready to munch on in the car, so I'm going to end up paying way to much to get something at a gas station. And overall, I'm just never sure if leaving is the right thing to do. There's so much that needs to be taken care of here, and I feel so guilty that I can't get it all done.
I know that
Perci disdains such things, but I have to figure out the diet thing again. I cancelled my Weight Watchers membership, because it was just sucking the monthly fees out of my account and I wasn't doing a thing with it. I was just wasting money or paying for a dream, if you'd prefer. I really have to do something though because I am bigger than a hippo.
I did a little reading, and I signed up for
SparkPeople. It's free and has online journals just like WW. They count calories and various nutrients, rather than points. In some ways points are easier for me, as I'm not a math whiz; but this is at least not costing anything. I decided that for me, New Year's Day wasn't the starting point. I am still in Virginia, and I know I would just fail immediately. I'll try starting next week, when things are more in my control and there are fewer sugary things around. I just have to do something and soon before I'm unable to move like that mother in
What's Eating Gilbert Grape. I feel like I'm already there. I'm just no good at any of it.
So I guess that I should go to bed. My sister is going to call me when she leaves for work in the morning, around 7:30 or so. I'm hoping to get out of bed and get underway well before noon. Given my track record, the odds aren't good, so no wagering please.
Posted Friday, 24-Aug-2007 17:09:17 PDT
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