i hate when i can't sleep. ok, partly, i have a headache; but also, i'm just lying in there thinking about all the things that i should be writing and am not. when i come out to the keyboard are any of those brilliant sentences still in my head? of course not. i can't even completely remember what the sentences were about. i guess one of the more important things was trying to figure out how to explain what on earth i'm doing here. writing this stuff that is. i want to refer to an email rich sent me, but i need to write him and ask if it's ok. writing that would require way more concentrating than i want to do right now though. hmm.